Complications.

All of the families know about the wedding. Well, at least most of them do. I told my dad and Shae told his mom and those were the two biggest ones to tell. I sort of feel lost and unorganized and like I am just getting no where. But to be honest, I don't care if our wedding day isn't as extravagant as I am hoping it will be. Just being married to the man I love will be perfect enough for me.

Today, people were saying that I should just stay home after Shae and I get married. It really irritated me. I am already expecting to stay home for a month or so after he leaves for his duty station but only because I won't be on his orders, we will need to get/find a house, and deal with all of the paperwork. But they didn't mean just wait a month or so, they mean wait MONTHS. They made it seem like I should just live at home the entire time he is in the army because I will be alone and have no friends or family. The thing is, I don't think of it like that. I think of it as being married to the most amazing man that I know, to the man I want to spend the rest of my life with, and starting our future together. I am willing to pack up all my stuff and start over. I am choosing to live this lifestyle because this is what my future husbands lifestyle is currently. I loved him before he even joined the army and we have always always made it work no matter what lifestyle we were living just like we will do now. I am quite aware that there is always the chance for deployment and other training where he will be away. But I will be in school, I will have a job and I will have our life to take care of at home for whenever he comes back.

I don't understand how people can NOT understand. I guess I am just really tired of all the negativity and un-needed opinions because after all, the decisions are up to Shae and I. This is our life and our future.