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Day 10 - Discuss your first kiss and your first love

My first love is easy. My first love is Donald Shae Atkins. My high school sweet heart, my pride and joy, the man of my dreams. He is every dream I've ever had, and the man I have always wished for - but so much more. There were relationships I had in my early years of high school where I claimed I was in love. I was absolutely silly for ever thinking such a thing. Once I fell in love with Shae, I knew I could not lose him. Everything has been so crystal clear since I have met him. I try to remember life before him and it all just seems so pointless. We have been together for three years and unfortunately we are separated by 3000 miles as he is in the United States Army and is doing his training in Augusta, Georgia at Fort Gordon. When he is done with all of his training, though, he will be coming home to me and we are getting married and off we will go. :) I could go on and on for days about my love for him. I could tell you all the reasons why, I could tell you how. Just trust and know that he is my first and last love - and I have never been more serious about anything in this world.

As for my first kiss, (here comes the awkward...) it was my first love's (Shae) brother. I grew up with his brother my entire childhood and we were best friends. We were playing spin the bottle in 6th grade and my bottle landed on Trevor. We hid under my jacket and we kissed and then we made out. It was really awkward and embarrassing and he always wanted to go hide and make out after that. Now it is sort of a joke, because I am marrying his brother soon.